Friday, October 9, 2009

Hold the swearing ...

We've just gotten back from the hospital and things are still unclear.

The tech and radiologist did NOT find the mass the tech from yesterday was talking about. Which means... NO ectopic pregnancy (major, unspeakable relief).

Having the beta levels from my blood test last night... may mean that I am actually in the very early stages of pregnancy. Not for sure. Maybe.

Which doesn't explain the bleeding I've been having (I am not talking implantation bleeding) or the pain.

From this morning, mentally preparing myself for methotrexate or laparoscopic surgery, to now, wondering what is up with my body, has been a huge, crazy rollercoaster for my husband and I. It's still a big mystery. I'll have to wait and follow up with my family doctor, next Wednesday. I'm not getting my hopes up, or at least trying really hard not to.

So thank you for your thoughts and kind words.. the emails I got and comments here. Let's wait and see what happens!


  1. Try to relax and be as calm as possible! The last thing you need is to stress!
    Sending positive vibes your way! ((hugs))

  2. Wow. Okay, that is a lot. I hope you will find out more on Wednesday. Take care of yourself this weekend!


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